Is it really possible to do it all?

I feel like I’m chasing two goals at once. As confusing as this is, I can think of no other way forward–just take one patient step after another toward the completion of each goal.

My first is to focus again on my writing. To share the message I feel God has planted in my soul. To call you to greatness, to invite you to know who you are, and to encourage you to live like it matters.

So I’m pursuing that. I’m writing every day. I joined a writers’ group and I’m learning more about my craft and my trade. I’m trying to post good content to Instagram, with the goal of serving my readers (you!). I’m also mentally preparing for the day I can take more concrete steps toward growing my blog. (This is where things start to be at odds with my other goal.)

My second goal is to be debt-free except for my mortgage, and then to build up my savings account so it holds 3-6 months’ worth of expenses.

This is the more concrete of my two goals: I know exactly what I need to do to achieve financial freedom. But it also seems like the more difficult of the two. I keep seeing setbacks. I keep feeling like I’m failing, like I’m not progressing fast enough, like I will never get to where I want to be.

And because a couple of my writing milestones are on hold until I achieve my money goals, it also feels like I’ll never achieve those goals, either.

Anyone else relate?

You are on the right track. You are doing the work you need to do. I know how awful it is to have this kind of stress. I am right there with you. You are doing a great job! So give yourself some grace. Things will not be this way forever.

My dear friend Lauren had these words for me today, and I couldn’t help but think they were really the Lord’s words. Maybe you’ll feel the same way, no matter what goals you have that seem to be at odds with each other.

Lauren said this: “You are on the right track. You are doing the work you need to do. I know how awful it is to have this kind of stress. I am right there with you. You are doing a great job! So give yourself some grace. Things will not be this way forever.”

This is exactly what I needed:

Permission to admit this journey is really hard.

Permission to admit that not every twist and turn in the road is welcome, or planned for.

The reminder that Jesus is right here with me anyway.

What a gift.

And while you can’t help me reach my financial goals, you can help me with my writing goals.

I’m here to serve you, reader-friend. I’m here to bring you hope. I’m here to journey with you on your way to greatness, and share some encouragement along the way.

xoxo,

Carrie